What a gift today was.
This morning in Quaker meeting I found myself reading a little book called “Peacework” by Henri Nouwen. I don’t usually read during worship, but today I just really felt led to do so. The book had been sitting on my shelf for a while, but today I took it to meeting with me and read the first of the three essays in it: “Prayer”.
Nouwen was a Catholic priest who was a theologian and peace activist before he passed away in 1996. He is the author of the theory of “The Wounded Healer“, which I think is a very powerful way of understanding the possibility (and limitations) of being a peacemaker in the world. I find him not quite as engaging a writer as Thomas Merton, but I think his understanding and explication of the roots and nature of of violence are extremely powerful.
Today in meeting for worship, I was riveted by this (Peacework, pp.28-29):
- When I listen to the sounds of greed, violence, rape, torture, murder, and indiscriminate destruction, I hear a long, sustained cry coming from all the corners of the world. It is the cry of a deeply wounded humanity that no longer knows a safe dwelling place but wanders around the planet in a desperate search for love and comfort.
Needs that are anchored in wounds cannot be explained simply … This is the pervasive tragedy of humanity, the tragedy of the experience of homelessness that winds through history and is passed by each generation to the next in a seemingly unending sequence of human conflicts with even more destructive tools of rage in our hands. The vicious repetition of wounds and needs creates the milieu of “those who hate peace.” It is the dwelling place of demons. And it is a place that lures us precisely because we are all wounded and needy.
Anyway, he continues by arguing that to escape from these destructive (and multi-generational) cycles of wounds and needs we need to find our own sanctuary in prayer.
I also found this part very powerful (pp.34-35):
- It is not hard to see that the house of those who are fighting is a house ruled by fear. One of the most impressive characteristics of Jesus’ description of the end-time is the paralyzing fear that will make people senseless, causing them to run in all directions, so disoriented that they are swallowed up by the chaos that surrounds them. (Quote from Luke 21:25-26) … The advice that Jesus gives his followers for these times of turmoil is to remain quiet, confident, peaceful, and trusting in God. He tells them not to follow those who sow panic, nor to join those who claim to be saviors, nor to be frightened by rumors of wars and revolution, but “to stand erect and hold your heads high.” (Luke 21:28)…
This is, of course, very similar to the teaching of Thich Nhat Hanh that I wrote about here, back in December 2003.
(It was interesting to go back to that earlier JWN post and read that description of the experience of being in an 11 a.m. worship seession here in Charlottesville Friends Meeting. Today’s was very similar in size and spirit. Today there was a new baby, Theodore Staengl, gurgling and cooing in his baby-carrier on the floor. My friend Linda Goldstein’s dog started barking outside at one point. But the meeting felt extremely gathered to me– to the extent that when the kids came in at 11:45 I was amazed that so much time had passed already… )